// proudest moment:)//

I’ve never, EVER been so proud of someone I know but one of my closest friends. She’s checkin herself in for rehab and I couldn’t even imagine the courage it took her to do it, on her own. She’s an incredible person and always there for others, the things she’s gone through have made her stronger. And you might be thinking I’m an idiot for having a friend who’s real into drugs. But you don’t know her like I do, I’ve known her since before things were bad and in all honesty I wish I would have been there for her more when things were going downhill. She’s bright,funny,caring, lovin and intelligent. I love her and always will, no matter what. And when she gets out, with the help she needed, I ‘ll be waiting for her to hear all about how she’s doing<3

// my brother.//

I fuckin love this kid, grew up way too fast but even though that happened he’s the best guy I know. 

#Proudsister!

// Blehh.//

Household troubles never enddddd

// deadbeat dad anyone?//

Hearing your dad say he doesn’t want to come to your prom, if you even graduate, is not all that easy. Basically means he can’t stand the thought of having to sit an hour at a dinner table with my mom and me and just be proud of me for even getting through it. He’s been absent throughout this whole year, not around for my self-harming moments, or anxiety attacks. He wasn’t around to hear the multiple phone calls from school saying I’m missing too much and inquiring about my depression. He wasn’t around for the suicidal watch the school put me under and he still isn’t around. He’d rather be elsewhere, with his new family instead of spending one hour, one freakin hour with me and telling me how proud he is, or having him there for pictures, or to humiliate me in front of my friends like any other dad should. He’s already cancelled on us this christmas and new years when we were in the same town as him for 5 days, and he managed to find an excuse not to see us. Now he won’t be at my prom… It’s only gonna get worse from here on end.

Whoop for deadbeat dads everywhere out there!